I’m a pro at this sport.
It’s painful to know I may spend the rest of my life with someone I feel is the wrong one for me. Because I’m a weak person. It’s painful to know he sees me as the only one and I see him as someone I don’t wanna be with. I really wish I could end this..so I could be happy… I know he is.. But I’m far from happy.
Is it bad to say that even though I have a boyfriend, there’s constantly another man on my mind? And I’m always questioning my happiness.